人因梦想而伟大，我因梦想而累垮。有时候我得学会放慢脚步，深呼吸，松懈紧绷的精神。原来工作与学业要两者都监督的好是那么难的一件事。有时候会不经意的想到，为什么我走的路比别人难，比别人辛苦？还好我的意念强，虽然辛苦，但我会坚持。都已经26岁了，再不加把劲就来不及了。


辛苦了一番，该是我好好的扑充睡眠的时候。

Life is short?

But what if the sentence is rephrased as...

Life is Only One Shot.

It means you could only have one chance in life, and that you better treasure it.
Perhaps I really believe in it, hence I always grab whatever opportunities that are thrown to me.

If I were to write a biography of myself, I think the book would be extremely interesting... and it would be a best-seller. Perhaps even such a silly remark could come true... if I really embark on writing it.

Sigh

My HRM project is going to be due this Wednesday. My group mate just emailed me her part and after one look at it, I thought I should just ignore her email and finish her portion by myself.

How would you feel if you put in efforts for it, but gets reject totally by me?
I cannot accept that standard of work.... because it concerns my grades. But I don't want to hurt the 'team spirit' as well.

Sigh.

The baby season

How come I kept seeing newborn babies updates in my facebook? Or kept hearing news of friends getting pregnant?

My best pal just popped yesterday, a very cute and hyper baby girl. Natalie will grow up to be a beauty just like her Mum, just not the ah soh characteristics please.

I think i can count.... like 10 newborns within the last 2 months?

I think the bad economy really helps, people are staying home more to have sex and make babies! And I wonder.... if we could experience another baby boomers period?
Okay.... i'm just talking crap. That's because I am at the age where such events in life would be common and frequent. I have forgotten that I am already 26. Damn.

I'm sad, I failed my Commercial General Insurance paper. Its so tough I feel like crying.
My $90 goes down the drain. Gotta make sure I pass the next round~! Arrrgh...

ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........................

I have a bad habit

That is..... i refuse to sleep until I feel like I'm totally drained. Some people love to sleep, and afternoon nap is a favourite past time. For me, that can hardly be a hobby. Sleeping to me is like wasting my youth away, and its something that you can do forever after you die. Weird logic huh? I am the only odd kid in my family. Everyone in my family wakes up late and nap alot, so much so that sometimes I feel my dog has succumbed to the sleeping bug in the household and is sleepy for most of the day, except when she smells food! I'll use my sister as an example to illustrate...

She holds a normal day job and works 9-6. As she is quite an introvert, she does not go out as much as I do. She comes home at abt 6plus, feed the dog, eat her dinner and then proceed to SLEEP from 7plus onwards. She would then wake up at about 10plus, watch some tv, surf the net and SLEEP again before midnight. Gosh..... she can really sleep. On the other hand, I have never tried that before, perhaps only when I'm sick. What's happening to me? Why am I the only one in the family that hate to sleep?

I sleep at about 2 am everyday, and only manage to get 4-5 hours of sleep. And I have been doing that for years. I am lucky that with such awful sleeping habits, I don't develop serious eyebags or get lines. But I am afraid all these problems might set in soon.... as age is catching up. I guess I have been drained enough.... and I ought to start sleeping early. Its hard to adjust the time but I just have to try.

Call me translator Lam

I think I am mad, I just signed up elementary Korean language classes with PA. Think of it as a small fee for a sneak preview to my multi-lingual ability.

Who knows.... if i'm good enough, I might consider attending Korean classes with a proper institution. And perhaps, I could be working as a translator / emcee / trainer in the future. Or I'll go to Korea and be a licensed tour guide, get my ass out of Singapore.

So many dreams.