old problems back to haunt me

My blog is growing spidey webs... but too bad, im here to grumble.

I am seriously over-worked, the gastiritis that stayed dormant for the past 8 years is acting up. Painful.

I don't know if its good news or bad news. I am told that I will need to help out with some new projects, and I am suppose to let go some work so I could work on those. It seems like an upgrade of jobscope... but everyone's hands are so full now, who do I relieve my work to?

Sometimes, I wonder if I am really that capable? Can I just slack a bit please?

Daydreaming again

I don't hate my job, but I definitely don't like it enough to want to do the same thing for the rest of my life. I have always been proud of the fact that I am one who seeks the balance, ie. work-life balance. But honestly, I am not balancing it well now. I stop having life for sometime and have devoted too much time at work. Or did I divert my attention from school work to work?

These days, I daydream about being my own boss. Startup capital, I don't have. Experience, I don't have. Knowledge, still lacking. Courage, sorry, no balls at the moment. Good business partners, hard to find one that clicks. But one thing is for sure, ideas come to me every now and then. If only I had all other things right, I could quit right away and be a budding entrepreneur.

Just let me quickly get over my education phase and clear all education debts. Argh!